My Boring Life

OK, i have two words - DUTY FREE! Its one of the best parts of going on holiday and I spent about half an hour trying to find something I wanted and ended up walking out with 12 x 4 finger kitkats for under 5 pound!

Then i turn the corner and find a greggs! Fantastic and there were 4 (yes, 4!!!) French fancies for the taking!! I enjoyed every bite!

The main purchase of today was a 16GB iPod nano (and yes, its green)! The sales guy was sooo lovely, he opened one of every colour so that i could look and decide which i prefered. So just over 100pound ain't too bad at all!

The flight was realy boring to Dubai, I couldn't concentrate on anything! I started about 7 movies and played games like inflight trivia - guy called Paul kept beating me though!

In Dubai, we had a McDonalds. Not as good as back home - definately! Mari-Elaine and I were asked if we were twins like 5 times. And I swear, if one more person walked through me in that airport, i just...i dunno (i'm not good at threatening).

Flight to Perth, announced over the tannoy that swine flu had been raised to pandemic levels or something. I turned around (because I was at the back of the plane) to find at least 5 people really unwell - with flu like symptoms. I knew i'd be ok though!

Got here and got in trouble with customs with my Terry's Chocolate Oranges! And it was only 22 degrees when we landed! I'm waiting to see what tomorrow holds!!

Xx

Now i dont care if the mother fucking bastards who upset me today see this because quite frankly i dont give a shit. Im not gonna hide their stupid names because im not gonna go through all the trouble to protect their feelings! Their names are Emma and Matthew (but he really wants to be called Matt or Matty) WHATEVER YOU SON OF A BITCH!! Im far too upset with them to care if what i am writingbreaks the rules of this site and please feel free to report the swearing and get me kicked off the site but only one person actually reads this and if you dont like it then go ahead.

Now im gonna tell you what i would like to do to their little tiny heads which can barely hold enough information to get them from one end of a street to the other. I would mess with their heads as much (or even more) as they have messed with mine then because of all the times ive had to lower my head instead of walking high with pride i would like to shove their head so far down that they would have to learn Chinese (incase you dont get it, i would force them through to the other side of the world (China) which would be down, through the centre of the earth and back out the other side). I would like them to feel everything i feel everyday and see how they handle my problems without the support of friends.

One word guys MANIPULATION why does that word start with 'MAN' because thats the source of this problem a man, actually you know what hes not even a man because most men can admit when they are wrong and apologise when they are sorry but the only thing this SOB can think about is his himself and how to manipulate everybody else around him to worship the ground he walks on!

SO THERE ALL MY ANGER GOING INTO THE ONE PASSAGE AND ALL ABOUT MATTHEW (HOW DOES IT FEEL, MATEY?)

Lots of Love x

Ok Ive decided i need to get fitter and healthier but its gonna be tough, all my life ive been used to eating what i want when i want and now i'll need to think before i throw that chocolate bar down my big gob! So i am going to eat new things like pasta and thats a BIG step for me - the fussy eater. I also will be trying to do more exercise just to get fitter! Anything to support the cause (my life). Lol

Ok here we go

Carlos logged in and as usual said "Hey Hey" (No this didnt annoy me) the thing is, he doesnt come online and ask how you are or what you are up to but asks you either a personal or other type of question and wont say anything else other than that until he gets an answer. I would block him but when he does he tells others to block me as well, and to be honest im not all that popular (and you could probably tell me why after i tell you all the situations i face).
This really annoys me and then he will either go offline right away or say "brb" and go offline! But before this happens he either brags about something or says something that needs an explanation. I mean wtf?? MSN is to talk to people free without running up a long phone bill but basically Carlos is a different person in the flesh than on MSN or on the phone.

Ok! This is my blog, where i will be coming to let off some steam. I am the type of person who thinks a lot and doesnt stand up for herself but i do stand up for what i believe is right! So i'll be writing everything in here as often as i can to let it all out! Some stuff might seem petty but its my way of getting it off my shoulders so that i can hold my head up high with confidence.
Now dont get me wrong, i do misunderstand situations and stretch the truth, which has probably made me really suspicious of everything, but in this blog i will be totally truthful because i know the people im talking about wont be on here!
Just incase they find out, i have changed all the names including mine just to help out a bit.

Friends

In my school there are many different groups and cliques but almost all 250 of us are relatively friends. I am a geek, and i admit that - it's ok.

My so-called friends are a mixture, i think they're just searching for who they really are?!
Carlos, Bradley and Lorena they are the so-called friends who were close but another so-called friend called Annissa is a whole different kind of story.

Everyone else is not worth mentioning just now and u'll soon find out!